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I don’t want to fight with you anymore, I’m tired of being negative about everything.
- excerpt from Something Different

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Something Different
A Play by Patrick Gardner

Performance: March, 2000
Pilacritos High School



TIME: Early morning, 6 or 7 o’clock
PLACE: The edge of the forest
AT RISE: A wolf pack is preparing to leave the forest. Zeus, the leader’s
son, is faced with a difficult decision. Zeus’ decision is made even more difficult by pain and anger, the emotions in his heart.



Pain:

All right, I don’t care what you have to say, I’m leaving. I’ve got to make a change in my life. I’m tired of hurting all the time.

Anger:

You idiot! That’s your job, that’s who you are. You can’t change that anymore than I can change being angry. Besides, we need each other.

Pain: The pack is leaving, the sooner we’re out of his head, the sooner Zeus will get over the fact that he may have to leave as well. If we stay here Zeus won’t be able to decide whether he wants to really stay.
Anger:

He should be upset, he doesn’t have a choice really. Wouldn’t you be angry if there wasn’t enough food in the forest and your family was being split up? Don’t you see? I’m not the only one who needs you, Zeus does too.

Pain:

You are wrong! He needs to have a clear head to make the best judgement. Besides, I’m sick of your crap. You always grab onto me, you make me stay in places I don’t want to. I have to change, otherwise…

Anger: Otherwise nothing! If I let you go off and do something else I wouldn’t be doing my job. Why are you always whining and complaining about your life? And your job? You’re an emotion for Christ sake, you can’t just up and leave.
Pain: You don’t understand. I don’t want to fight with you anymore, I’m tired of being negative about everything. For me, it’s change or death. I can’t be like this anymore.
Anger:

So, you’re telling me that if you be yourself and do your job, you’re gonna die?

Pain: Exactly! You’re not as dumb as you look! With so much pain Zeus will wind up a selfdestructive mess. And with too much anger he won’t be able to lead like his father.
Anger: That’s nonsense! It’s natural for Zeus to be angry and in pain right now.
Pain: Yea, but he’s like me. He understands that if he doesn’t make a change, everything is going to fall apart.
Anger: You are just talking out of the side of your neck! Why change? This is all we know.
Pain: But it’s not what I want to know, you have the easy job. You just lash out and act irrationally. I get dumped of all day, every day, and on top of that I have to deal with you. And I can’t take that anymore, I won’t take that anymore.
Anger: You darn well better, cause I can’t let you go, that would be breaking the rules.
Pain:

Who’s rules?! Besides, I don’t care anymore. Pain is the worst feeling in the world and I’m always in it because that’s what people like you keep telling me. Who says I have to keep hurting all the time? No one should have to deal with that.

Anger: But, but….
Pain: ( STICKING HIS FINGER IN ANGER’S FACE )
And you know what? Just this once I’m taking over your job, cause you’re really starting to piss me off! ( PUSHES ANGER AWAY ) But you know what? I can’t blame you. You don’t know what it feels like having all the meaness and bad things in lifedirected straight at your all the time, day in, day out ( STARTS TO SOB ) . I can’t take that anymore. I used to just bottle it up and pretend it had nothing to do with me. Can’t you see all the sadness and hopelessness is killing me inside?
Anger:

You can’t die, you’re an emotion. And you and I aren’t leaving, you’re staying right here with me.

Pain:

I know I can’t die, not really die, but my spirit is fading and I’m losing myself. Who I want to be. And if I stay here the pain will kill Zeus too! And if Zeus dies we die with him. I’ll never get to change my life the way I want to. I’ve always dreamed of being a positive emotion. I’ve seen and experienced everythoing there is about negativity. I was born into it. But to be positive… The change alone would be enough to push the bad things in life away. I just want to be happy. Seeing all the pain, I just want to die, anything to make the hurting stop. To be happy on the other hand, to experience all the good things in life like love and joy. I would never want to die. Because everytime you are happy it’s about something different. Pain is monotonous and self destructive, the cause may be different, but the feeling is always the same. That continual pain is what kills you inside and I’ll have no part of that anymore.

Anger:

But you can’t leave me ( PLEADING) We’re dependent on each other. All I know is anger. If you leave me than there is nothiong left for me to do. I’ll be without a purpose in life. And maybe I wouldn’t change my job if I had the choice.

Pain:

You think I know any other feeling besides pain? But I do have a choice, everyone has a choice. Do you really enjoy your job that much that you’re willing to spend an eternity doing it?

Anger: ( THINKING ) Well yea, sort of, I mean, my day is pretty mundane, we just fight and fight constantly. But I guess that’s just the way life is.
Pain: But it doesn’t have to be lie that, if I could be pleasure, and you could be happiness, our job taskes would be the same, but we wouldn’t be fighting constantly. Wouldn’t that be better? I’m sure you’re not too eager about being angry all the time. I’m sure the only reason you’re fighting this battle with me is because you are a little scared, I’m scared too I don’t know how everything is going to turn out, but I do know that we wouldn’t be always fighting with each other. We would be able to relax and enjoy our new feelings. You can’t tell me that wouln’t be ecstasy, to be able to experience pleasure, joy, love and happiness compared to fear, pain, intimidation, and anger.
Anger: Yea, but I’m so afraid of losing control of you.
Pain: Come on! Think about it. If we both changed you could still have control and even if you didn’t, you wouldn’t have to worry about chasing after me cause you know I would always come back. Isn’t that the type of relaxation you’ve always wanted?
Anger: Hey! You’re right. By changing what we do, we could both get what we want. Let’s get the hell out of here before Zeus makes a really bad decision.
Pain: All right! Now you’re talking. We’ll see this change through together so that neither of us will have to deal with it alone.
 
Narrator: As the elders of the wolf pack are leaving the forest, Zeus, for the first time in days feels calm and peaceful. He knows he is making the right decision by staying and seeing his problems through to the end. And for the first time he know the gratification and responsibility of leadership. He is determined to make his father proud by following in his footsteps but staying true to his heart. That is what being proud and majestic is all about.
   
   
    The End.
   
     
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